Today I was taken advantage of.
Tomorrow I will be the happiest ever.
Today at school was all fine, I was sitting with my friends in all my lessons, we watched a movie in one of them due to the absence of teachers. And everything was fine, I had fun today at school. After school I was going to my friends house, we normally hang out in the park for a bit and then go back to her house and watch a movie.
There was 8 of us, 4 girls, 4 boys. My ex was meant to go but he dropped out, so it was his best friend and the others were also friends of his. We spent 3 hours at the park we layed on the grass in a circle all laying on each other. I was laying on the guy that had been in relationships with all my friends apart from me. And then I was cold so he gave me his jacket and cuddled me to keep me warm. I thought nothing of it because this is just what he does. Until we got back to my friends house, I was laying on the sofa with my head in his lap when he placed his hand on my boob. I told him to get off but it kept happening and then he told me to get off because I kept shouting at him so I stopped and let him because I was really comfy. He them rested his hand there and squeezed every now and then. He asked me if I cared and I was like yes I do but I don't wanna move. He carried on. He then unzipped my jumper and stuck his hand in my bra. I shouted at him them and got up. He was really disappointed, but I don't honestly care, he can't do that. My ex is his friend. When I went back into the room I was with my friend and he looked at me funny when I sat on the other chair. I hugged him when he went home but I can see it being a bit awkward from now on, it wasn't a good move seeing as he is my boy best friend. Hopefully all will be forgotten. I feel guilty for some reason. I don't know why, I will sleep on it.
Now for the amazing events if tomorrow!
I AM SEEING UNION J AND THE VAMPS AT THE O2 ARENA IN LONDON!!! SO EXCITED RIGHT NOW! Don't know how I'm meant to sleep tonight. I love them so much!!
Thank you for reading, if anyone has any advice on what to do about that guy friend of mine please help I'm desperate!